All I need is You, Natalie Marie
Okay So I was pretty much the happiest girl alive about 2 days ago. Ya know. Kind of crazy how one person changes everything. I mean seriously. Everything. For the first time my heart is completely broken into two. and I mean I hated him yesterday. i had so much hate for him. and I'm glad he called me today and explained things the best he could because I'm actually not so mad anymore. I'm actually pretty understanding right now. and I know I can't do anything about this. I knwo exactly what hes feeling even though I don't feel the same way. It makes me feel a whole lot better knowing how he feels. I just wish I did so many things differently if I knew it was going to turn out like this. I would've been a better girlfriend. but if I did things differently I wouldn't have been myself. I gave him me. Every part of me. I really did. and I trusted him. He was the only person i could trust. he was my bestfriend almost. He was everything and yesterday there I was about to tell him he was the most perfect human being I'd ever known. Nothign was wrong with him. I'm kind of glad I didn't tell him. All i can say is I'm going to miss him. and I'm pretty sure we'll never speak again. and I still haev a load of memories that I can keep treasured in my heart.

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